mediocrity
Ian missed 3 days of school this week due to the flu, and I missed 2 days of work taking care of him. I was ridiculously sick too, but you know I would have dragged myself to work anyway if it weren’t for him. My mom stayed home with him yesterday and today he was back at school. I am still miserable. I feel fevery although I am scared to see how high it is. Ryan says I look “green around the gills”. It could be because I got a disappointing review at work today. It wasn’t a bad one. It just wasn’t excellent. I’m sure that I will put it all in perspective soon enough and use the feedback in order to do a lot better next review period, but right now I’m just bummed. I am trying as hard as I can both at school and at work and I’m still getting points knocked off on my papers (okay, I have a 96 average, which is pretty good- but no perfect) and getting “good” ratings at work. It makes me think that maybe I really AM living up to my potential and I’m just not that freaking special after all.
